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[08, Apr 2005  11:14pm] |
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Today has been an interesting mix of highs and lows. It started off average, but then I got to 4th Hour US History. I was talking to Mrs. O about our history timelines. I was really concerned because Erin R. had told me some had been thrown away accidentally. I had put some original photographs of my grandpa on there from WW2. So guess what?
Mine got thrown away.
I was so devastated. It may seem stupid, but those were the only copies. They were a part of my family's past, irreplacable. When I first found them in the old photo albums, I was really interested and excited. My grandpa had been a part of history. There was even one marked D-Day.
After talking to Mrs. O, I just went into the bathroom and cried for the majority of lunch. Think what you will, but I was heart broken. These photos could NEVER EVER be replaced.
Things started to brighten up later, after a few hugs (thanks Josh & friends).
niceness:
nagz 8 8: loooove you.
nagz 8 8: a million trillion times over and over again.
some people can only brighten your day with their contact, thanks liza
And Writer's Group was...stimulating. Thank you Luke for your arrousing piece. After school I got to go to the Pasta Shop w/ Lisa, Cedes, and Jaz. And then Frosty Treats, then Graveraet, then back to my dad's where we chilled with Jill and La and later Andy Pete.
And now I've lost my cell phone.
So, it's been a VERY weird day. A mix between outright shitty and fun.
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[30, Mar 2005 11:33pm] |
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I just got back from my aunt and uncle's house. I feel really depressed. One of my favorite cousins is moving to Florida on Friday. I don't know how I'll handle it when she's so far away. At the furthest point before she was only in northern Ohio. Now she's at least a 3 day drive. This is horrible.
But at the same time, I'm really excited for her. This new chapter of her life. A completely new experience, new setting, new people, new chances, new oppositions. Brand new. A fresh start. Complete independence. It makes me excited as to what my life will bring to me.
I want my own house. I want to get up whenever I like, (of course regarding work), exercise whenever I want. Cook rice for breakfast, practice piano at 2 in the morning. Get out of the shower and walk around naked without worrying about other people getting offended. I want this to happen for me, and its finally happening for my cousin. I'm so happy for her.
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[19, Feb 2005 11:56pm] |
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Wisdom teeth suck. I got mine pulled Thursday. Mrs. C made a joke when I told her about it. She said she'd call up my doctor and tell them that my wisdom teeth didn't need to be recalled. Haha, it was funny.
Now that they're out, more jokes have been made. My dad call me Chippy cuz of my chipmunk cheeks. And my mom said that I couldn't go to the sled dog races cuz my cheeks would freeze off b/c they're so far from my body. And when I ran into the doorway with my elbow she told me that it was just my cheeks getting in the way.
A couple good things about getting your wisdom teeth out, you eat lots and lots of ice cream. Bad side, it makes you kind of sick. I want pizza soooo bad. I don't think I'll ever be able to eat tomato soup again. My meds make me nauseous and I haven't been able to really brush my teeth since Thursday morning. GROSS.
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[10, Feb 2005 07:56pm] |
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Oh God, today was most excellent. We had Writing Club!!! HALLELUJAH! I've never been so joyous in the winter before. I loved today. I got Diane a Valentine locker thing. She was so happy, I love that she was happy. The Writing Club was good. Nice show, excellent writing. Things got off slowly at first, but started rolling after Mr. P gave us some ideas of what to do after we shared. Determine, question, likes/disliked, loving suggestions. Fridays will now become the highlight of my entire week now, even more so than before. I ADORE writing and Writer's Club. Happy happy joy joy. :)
Ergh, but on the way to drop my sister off at ballet, we had this big fight. I'm so upset with her, and incredibly hurt. Argh! Avast ye scurvy cur.
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[07, Feb 2005 09:42pm] |
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Okay, I'm updating cuz Fe told me to in her comment. So here goes... Things are kinda SLOW right now in my life. Yeah, those who know know why. Highlights:
gymnastics (i love Dawn)
Battle of the Bands (everyone was incredibly awesome amazing)
Winter Homecoming (i love being busy)
DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE (what a release)
I CAN'T WAIT TIL I'M UNGROUNDED I'M GONNA HANG OUT WITH LAURA AND JILL AND FE AND RUDY AND CEDES AND LISA AND THE LAURENS AND JASMINE AND CHELSIE AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT I CAN'T THINK OF RIGHT NOW.
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[23, Dec 2004 03:00pm] |
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My sister's rabbit is possessed by the Devil.
It's always been mean and evil and tries to bite my hand when I give it lettuce, but this is different.
It's eyes are blood red.
Now tell me that isn't scary.
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[11, Dec 2004 02:58pm] |
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It has been a very long time. But anywho... The X-mas Dance was AMAZING! I've never had that much fun at a dance in my life. Going out and seeing everyone and dancing was just so perfect. This prevailing Christmas attitude is wonderful. I just hope it snows more. I love shopping for gifts. Geom is so fun. Even though there IS and agenda against me, ahem, *Joe Carl Lauren*
Since I didn't do this for Thanksgiving I'll do it now. I am thankful for all the people this year that I have become friends or more friendly with. Especially my Enlish girls Sarah S, Kiersten, and Heather, my Espanol pal Soo, and Micaela with her awesome owl bling. I also am thankful for my true blues aka the Regulars. Things have been so amazing this year. :)
I had fun last night at Laura's house. It was the first time I've ever slept over there. Me and her and Jill...good times. We had cinnamon bread and apple cider in the morning with truffles and candy. Heh heh heh.
So yeah, I'm finally playing Christmas songs at the mall since it's been like 2 years since I've last done that. Come out and sing! Seriously, I'm playing at 4:15 outside Hot Stuff.
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[22, Nov 2004 10:32pm] |
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I feel really stupid. I don't have a date to the Christmas Dance so I'm not sure if I want to go. It'd be a pity to waste such a nice dress without a date. But then again...Lisa said she would seriously cry if I didn't come. So maybe I'll just go for her and just to be with my gal pals. And maybe I'll go with my love, Cedes...
School bites. I'm excited for Thanksgiving. No one comments in here. I'm actually really bored by my journal. I love Sally and Salem and John and Luke and Carl and Ben and Bobbi Jo and Ellen and Natalie in Chemistry. I never stop laughing in that class.
I miss my family. I wish I saw more of my cousins on my dad's side. It was Erin's birthday today. I called her. We talked about college and her and me and us and family. She invited me to come see her campus. I love her. I wish we lived closer together. Bright side, I'm seeing the other side of my family this Wednesday.
Thank God for girls nights. We had one at LT's with Slinky, Lisa, Laura S, and Cedes. We tried on our dresses and took pics. I love them.
ps. I love Mr. E's class. The people rock. I love Jill and Amelia. Adam and Sarah and Kiersten and Randall are fun too. I feel so random.
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[02, Nov 2004 08:32pm] |
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Yeah, I'm done being whiny now. Let's see...some cool stuff that went on recently:
POWDER PUFF ROCKS MY WORLD!!! Even though we lost...it was still awesome possum. I've never wanted to hit someone so badly in my life.
Hanging out with J-Roy, Lisa, Cedes, Laura, Clayton, Jaz, and Dave at Lisa's. Twas loads of fun.
Halloween in general was great. Driving around with Lisa, Cedes, Andy Pete, and J-Roy.
Gymnastics was interesting today. Tomorrow will be riddled with unbelievable pain.
Oh yes, I've come to realize the evilness standardized tests shed on the world. The MEAPs so soon after the PSAT was excruciating! Now we have the PLAN next week. WILL THIS CYCLE NEVER END? Wow I'm psychotic. Looking forward to these coming half-days though. Maybe there's gonna be some poker at Lisa's. Heh heh heh.
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[15, Oct 2004 07:29pm] |
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I'm gonna miss Cross Country. I love all the people in there. It was such an amazing time. I wish the season wasn't over. :(
I'm significantly pissed off because I have a B fucking + in fucking history. And I have A minuses in all my other classes except Spanish 2 and Choral. Who cares if it's an A- in advanced geom and junior chemistry. I'M SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS.
So what if I'm psychotic. You can have your eggs any way you please, just don't knock it til you've tried it.
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| In memory... |
[02, Oct 2004 04:56pm] |
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On Friday I found out my great uncle had passed away. We called him Uncle Gub. Gub stands for Great Uncle Bob. I couldn't believe it when my dad told me. Shock just set in and idk... I can remember when I first met him. It was sometime in middle school, 3 to 5 years ago. He was at MGH because he had just had a heart attack. That was the beginning of the end I guess. He was so funny and loving. He always made me smile. Jess and I would draw pictures on the dry erase board in his room. We still don't know why he died, if it was another heart attack or complications from his surgery. I know that he's in a better place now, but I wish he hadn't gone. The only thing I regret is that it took me so long to meet him and that it was already late in his life. God rest you Uncle Gub, we love you.
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[29, Sep 2004 09:53pm] |
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Highlights of the week:
Lisa giving me a hug for no reason. She said she needed one and I was good at giving them. Set the mood of my day entirely. I love her.
Andy Pete playing the Convoy Song today! Wahoo!
Advanced Geometry in general. I adore that class. I have Terry and Diane and Desk in there. Bantering with him is so great, and talking about all our shows.
Choral we got this gorgeous piece. It's magnificent and I love it.
US History cuz I got some greats in that class. Jill, Julez, Jess, Kate, Randall...he makes it great cuz he's so intense about it. And just listening to all the football players is funny. Oh yeah, and our teacher is hot, (AHAHAhah CC joke...or is it)?
Yes, so that's basically it. I hope to go to the JV football game on the morrow. You should come!
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| I <3 KAITSKIBETH |
[24, Sep 2004 10:18pm] |
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Yes, so I talked to Kati for the first time today since she moved away I think. Twas bittersweet :( I miss her so very much. It was nice to talk though and just catch up on everything that's gone on. Quite interesting I must admit. I'm so unimaginably excited that she's coming up soon!!!!
I thought that was worth mentioning. I haven't had the time or desire to post in my journal lately. So if you wanna know what's shaking my tree now a days you should call my cell. It's 360 and then my last name. It'll still work with the extra number, I promise. If you don't wanna call then idk how to help you. Just thought I'd inform the masses if you cared.
Can you dig it?
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[16, Sep 2004 10:48pm] |
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BelowFEsanitY: just bring the money for k's (12.50) and we'll see if jills still up for it. i think she is. its' all up to you two. no pressure, you don't have to eat chinese with me. babe.
Yeah, if you understand don't talk. But if you don't then don't ask cuz I'm not telling. I just thought the context was tres amusant.
Hmm...homecoming. I forgot how much I enjoyed hanging out with Kevin. :)
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| Flash Update |
[08, Sep 2004 10:29pm] |
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Beach on Saturday with Lisa, Jasmine, Mia, Denise, Laura and Jessica M. Swapped sandals with Laura and kissing horror storied with everyone. Very funny stuff. Jasmine's house afterwards. Glad what was said stays where it was said! My views have totally been changed. SHOCKING EVENTS.
Baked pie on Sunday. No joke, from scratch. Used blackberries from backyard bush! Crust, not cooked all the way. Pie not cool enough, whipped cream melted. Bonfire later with the Peterson's. Andrew scared the bejesus out of me!
Monday went to Sugarloaf for a picnic with my dad and sister. Then to Little Presque and Big Bay for ice cream! Loved it. Oh, saw Diane there which was nifty. At CC me, Jill, Amelia, and Laura did a CIA Mission run. Best run of my entire life. I've never had that much fun before.
CC meet went very well. Personal best of 26.39 which is a little less then 1.30 then my previous PB. Slinky is my new hero for running that long and almost dying and so is Kristin.
I pity the poor freshmen this year. They're going to be so behind during Homecoming. We are already, things are going to get CRAZY. I'm tired. Love yous.
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